Probably

I could not find you, when the time was right,

 I could not have you, when I was content;

I have lost everything; happiness, urge to live a life and so on…

Somewhere, far behind the mighty Brahmaputra or the serene Purvanchal

They bid goodbye to me,

Never to return.

The flute also now a day stopped ,

Behind the bushes;

Which made me lively on every moonlight nights..

Night jasmine’s smell doesn’t make me crazy now..

Infect, I have forgotten how the clear sky was

On every autumn evening.

Winter mornings how the foggy paddy field unveils

And awakes up, I could hardly remember..

Had you been come before, I had a hidden treasure for you,

Which I built for you only unconsciously.

There was a dream of taking you to the kingdom, where I was the princess,

There was a dream of taking you to the garden, to the hills to the forests and to the heaven…

Where I was always happy once,

Where I could have told you lot of stories, without any character limit;

Where I could have asked you to touch the calm waterfall, the soft tea leaves;

Where we could have spend the whole moonlight night

Among those people, who have nothing but the joy of life..

May be I would have rested on your shoulder on the bank of the river,

Which always comes into my dream,

Had I been meet you in the right time,

I would have been happy by now.